Friday, May 25, 2012

It Is No Fun To Have Dinner Alone ...


If you were God, why would you create a world? A world of separation, confused, turmoil and pain? You are almighty God, can live with your glory of eternity, enjoy your delight for ages. Why you bother?
Then what? You are the Universe, you are One and Only One, Alone. Sometime, you may think to have dinner with someone. It is no fun to have dinner alone. So next, you created a world, or called it, the Game of Life, and pretend that you were not you. In this manifested world, it has opposites, in pairs - pleasure and pain, good and evil, up and down, subject and object, yes, this is a dualistic world (二元對立的世界). So the Game of Life begins!

Who is the main actor in this Game of Life? It is you! Your ordinary self that dealing with your daily life.
The small self, the small mind, the ego, "I", "mine",我, 是我的, 我要, 我不要,  小我, 自我 ... whatever name you can choose, it is up to you. But everyday they come to your life, play with you, so your mind will be busy, never quiet. But, people used to it.
Interesting is that: Since then, we have forgotten who we really are! We take this ego or self of "I" and "mine" as real and live with it. No wonder, in the dualistic world, it has love versus hate, good versus bad, alone versus many, pleasure versus pain, right versus wrong ... So with your own creation, you round and round in this samsaric world. You endure suffering, indulge to pleasure when live in this Game of Life. We resist, avoid the pain and strongly cling and seek the happiness, so become slave to the self, "I" and "mine". (被境界所牽引)We have no doubt to this delusional and non existent self of "I", seem satisfied with it. 
More interesting is that: We don’t want to go home! Home, implies alone, aloof, safe and peaceful. Sharing is also the inner core of the Nature.
The masses (眾生), out of fear of loneliness, so we continue playing this Game of Life, (or you can call it samsara, the Buddhist term, if you like it) of course, you need the main player, the main actor  (主角), that is your self, the "I", the small mind, the ego, to accompany you eternally, for you to experience the pain and pleasure of this delusional world, that you take for real, that you take it as your home. 

So you lost in your own creation, you have forgotten you have a real home, before your creation. Eternally, you are indulged and cling to this Game of Life. That is your Fate. (or kamma, if you want to use the Buddhist term)
Not long ago, some smart and wise people, the ancient mystics, like the Buddha, Jesus, Lau Zi (老子) ... And more. They are not satisfied with this Game of Life, and suspected the genuineness of life. So they did lot of self experiments, studying the Nature through meditation, self contemplations. Finally, they traced back to the Source, the Home, the Creator, the God, the Cosmo, the Unborn, the Oneness, the Unmanifest, Emptiness, the Big Mind, the Unknown,  Nirvana, 法界, 自然界, 上帝, 空, 佛性, 主, 本性, 直性, 本來面目 ... Whatever name, you can pick to your own liking, anyway, it is just a label, for the sake of communication. So don’t be confused and fight over a label. This is what always happened in this world of duality.
After their realizations, enlightened, now these sages, try to tell you and convince you: 
“Hello, friends, this is not your home, it is a delusion created by you, that you live in your own created world.” Sages said, "you have a real home, I give you map, please go home!" Although, each sage expresses their own way, he always conveys the same message for mankind. 




They used words like: Nirvana, The Bliss, Nondual, Union with Brahma, Buddha Mind, Godhead, 一体世界, 回到主的懷抱, 回歸法界, 重生, 回到彼岸, 天堂, 極樂世界, 淨土, 涅槃 ... Again, these are labels, not much help. In fact, some modern holy men, interpret and put new meanings to suit their own likings. Over thousand years, they changed the original face of this simple and profound truth. So, Truth Seeker, be careful, insists for the "original brand" - 找回原來品牌.


Must understand that, whether Home or delusional world, whether small self, ego or Big Self, Big Mind ... It is pointing to this mind and body. It is within this mind and body that you can find your Home. Since the sages have given you the map, all you have to do is follow the map, try it for yourself before you believe them. Not otherwise, not mysteriously, it happens here and now. Not that complicated, it is very simple, but not easy.



Sometime, in the name of bodhisattva (菩薩道), you prefer to continue, for the sake of serving the suffering masses (眾生). To help them, preaching your wisdom, share things with them. This is noble, but must always act with wisdom. Sometime, you attach to your loved ones, or for whatever reasons, you cling to this small self, small "I", ego and continue living in this delusional world. Yes, you prefer to stay, and play in this Game of Life, because lessons are not learned enough, need to continue learning. 

Until one day, you feel: “Enough is enough, I have suffered enough!” Then, the miracle will come, thing will change! It will pave the Path, brings you back to your Home! Everyone has his own timing ... No force, no coerce, be natural. 

When you follow the map, that realized by the sages, you will see the unseen hand behind the Game of Life, that created your life, at that particular moment, you also see the formation of “I” and “mine”, the life Creator, the agent of ignorance that is responsible for clinging and make you in samsara. That is the secret weapon, the main ingredient, embedded in this mind and body for eons of life time, since you were chased out from Garden of Eden (伊甸園) by God. Its function is to glue you, makes you cling to life. Exactly the same ingredient, that prevents you to go Home! Go to the Source, go to your God, the Creator, Nirvana, Emptiness, or whatever label. This is not talking about religion. As religion, one way or another, blocks you from seeing the Truth! Fortunately, the Truth of Nature can be verified and tested, as all the sages did in the past, without religion! In fact, it is in your mind, so you too can do it. 


As long as you cling to life, this self, this ego, your "I" and "mine", will forever motivate, push you, to stay in this Game of Life. Round and round in this samsara. So life goes on and on, endlessly, of course, your lessons not learned enough! 


No one's choice is the best choice! Right? So, be happy as what you are now, live life as what it is. God bless you.

Foot note: 
Images taken at Egizio Museo, museum at Torino of Italy.


Sunday, May 20, 2012

The Fish In The Sea



Once upon a time a baby fish asked an older, larger fish about the sea.
"What is the sea?" he asked, "I keep hearing about it, but I don't know what it is."
"The sea is all around you, little one," said the grown-up fish.
"If that's so, why can't I see it?" asked the young fish.

"Because it is everywhere. It surrounds you. It is inside and outside you.
You were born in the sea and you will die in the sea.
What's more, you yourself are the life of the sea.
When you swim you reveal its presence. 
It's just because it's so close to you that it's very hard to see.
But don't worry, it's here."

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Switzerland -The Oldest Tree Around Brugg


Traveling passed farms, fields and country side, finally far away appeared what is said to be the oldest lime tree in Switzerland. This giant, oldest lime tree, estimated about 800 years old, located at Linn, near Brugg, a central region of Switzerland. 

According to the legend, in 1660, the story says a horrible disease wiped out the entire population of Linn, leaving only one survivor. Since he was the only survivor, he had to get rid of the dead bodies by simply throwing them to the common grave beneath the tree. So this 800 year old tree witnessed and stands over the grave of the plague victims.

It is interesting to see this historical tree, just imagining how the people lived around 800 years ago? Certainly, life was much simpler and peaceful... Right?


Wow! I simply love this oldest tree, she looks elegant and beautiful ... 
But then, she also looks old, lonely and isolated. 800 years to witness 
history of unstoppable changing, from generation to generation, people
coming and going, she is still there. Has she felt old and tired of life?
也許她的境界是自在, 無我, 無私的供給人類欣賞而帶來快樂. 真的要感恩喔!
妳也是無常的見証者! Wish you well my sweet lady.


This atmosphere, another perception and angle, the colour changed and shows
 aging and lonely. From ancient to now, she stands alone and witnesses history. 
生老病死, 孤獨 ... 感覺很無奈吧 ....一般的人生不是如此嗎?


Meditating under the oldest tree in Switzerland,
cool! Yet, the temperature also 'under' - 15 Celsius! 
Oh!  The coldest temperature that I have ever experienced!
還是很自在吧, may be feeling of joy....哈, 希望達到波羅蜜境...


Every part of Switzerland you can see beautiful
mountains, is a very scenic country... Love it!



One more shot, before leaving. My dear, 
when can I see you again? Goodbye lady.
還是那樣的自在, 無我, 幽美, 平靜...
很有深度喔! 喚醒心中的波羅蜜境....感恩. 
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Maria and Francis house is cosy and warm. Oh, as I 
always jokingly said: like living in a heavenly realm.
Sleep nice, eat nice food, and people are very nice.
福氣不淺喔!









Ah... What is the name of this soup? Ya, some
kind of the best Switzerland's cheese soup.
All you have to do is: take your bread, dip
and soak over it... Then... wow, so ....
delicious, a typical swiss lunch. Very health 
conscious food. Thanks to Maria and Francis, your
beautiful and tasty food and taught me how to "eat".
Haha, a country bumpkin like me, is really
eye opening, and learned a lot. 

Hey Bhante, what are you doing? Guess?
Hmmm... A device to break half boiled egg. 
First time to eat egg like that. It is honorable,  
in this trip, I have experienced the typical 
European life, whether is Italian or Swiss.
感恩, 感恩!.
Everything here, you can see art and 
beauty blends and displays in the daily life.
A place for you to enjoy art and its beauty.
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Somewhere around Brugg, a frozen lake that opened
to the public, for the first time. Children were so happy
"skiing" and playing on top of lake.



Standing on top of frozen lake! Feel like on top 
of the world, wow, wind of joy.......


See, another side of lake still full of water, and 
we were here playing and having fun on top
of lake. Amazing! Lot of joy.



Seeing children playing and rolling on this icy
surface of lake and really wanted to join them.
喚起童心.... 哈哈... (不是嗎?人本來就有童心)


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Have you seen Gardening and Plant hyper market?
This hyper market selling all kinds of gardening 
stuff, from gardening equipments to various species 
of plant, is a very big hyper market, walk a lot, but
never miss it, you will never regret!
Here you are, let's go ....


Gardening shopping? Wow, new experience!


Buy this one and put it on your personal garden,
that save a lot of effort, immediately you can enjoy
your "end product"... Haha, that simple and easy!


Every flower is beautiful and unique. There is no comparison from one to another,
as it is simply the creature of Nature, feel awesome and appreciate as it is. 
 Admire and enjoy them with respect. Made by Nature. 感恩於自然界的特製品. 


Window shopping in Gardening hyper market, different 
from conventional hyper market, you feel peaceful and
energetic, I think most of the products are made by Nature. 
Natural things always soothing your soul and spirit. 



Wow, Buddha also has price tag!
With those master piece, will make your 
garden more artistic. 
藝術品增加藝術氣質. 等一等, 價錢可不菲呀.
No cheap lah!



Wow, still a lot of places to see and walk! 慢慢來...
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Again, time to leave Brugg, next station: Bern,
the capital city of Switzerland. Thank you
so much Maria and Francis for your kindness
and hospitality. No matter how good the
thing is, there is an ending. Lesson to learn.
This is the universal principle - Change!!! 
I learned this again and again in this trip.
If you care to observe closely, this is the Nature's Law. 
Goodbye....
In relative sense, goodbye is also temporary.
It is always ending of one event; at the same time,
is also the beginning of new event.
One door closed, another door opened...
Wind of change, like floating cloud, everywhere
you float, here you are, there is something for you
to learn... Life is a process until you thoroughly
understand its meaning. 
徹底了解, 無障礙. 
Then,
No Boundary.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

鄭丁賢‧他們的名字叫同胞




大集會後的第三天,周圍的朋友還是很亢奮,每一個人都有屬於自己的集會故事。大家談當天如何整裝出發,如何繞過路障,如何會合,如何唱國歌,如何喊口號……。

說著說著,眼睛閃爍出光茫,口頭上的“我”,也轉換成為“我們”。

而在428之前,“我們”這個集合名詞,原本是一群原本互不相識,未曾往來的人們。就在428,大家聚集在一起,發現彼此竟然有共同的想法,同樣的激情,相同的理想。

乃至於相同的遭遇――特別是水砲和催淚彈射來的時候。

水砲和催淚彈不長眼睛,不會分膚色和宗教;而它一射來,目標不分你我,而是射向“我們”。有人跌倒了,身邊人過來攙扶;有人被催淚彈熏了,旁邊遞來一把鹽;有人被化學水噴了,身旁送上清水沖洗。

關心你,幫助你的身邊人,很多是不同膚色,講不同語言的人。很多參與者,過去半輩子接觸的友族,都沒有這一天得多。
你叫不出他們的名字,然而,有一個共同的代名詞,叫做“同胞”。同胞,過去是一個課本裡的名詞;小學起,教科書就有這個名詞,我們的同胞是馬來人、華人、印裔人、伊班人、卡達山人,大家相親相愛,共建家園。

噢,那只是課本的內容,抬頭一看,教室裡沒有這些“同胞”,社區也沒有“同胞”,工作上沒有“同胞”,生活上也沒有“同胞”。

相反的,宗教不同,文化差別,社經差異,加上種種的偏見和刻板印象,讓“同胞”之間並沒有相親相愛,也不會共建家園。當然,超過百年的族群分治,半個世紀的種族政治,使“同胞”大為不同。

“同胞”變成“非我族類”;既然是非我族類,就缺乏了感同身受的同胞之情。然而,歷史有巧妙的契機,428這一天,竟然產生了催化作用,把同胞的感覺給催化了出來。

集會跨越了種族之分,不帶族群利益,而是以全民出發,以公民目標為理想,把人們凝聚在一起。從中浮現了一種新的公民認同,建立大馬人新的“愛的天地”(Identity,身份特徵)。

同胞,跳出課本,得到生命,也產生實質的意義。